my mom just woke up

I can't sleep.  It's 5am and I haven't been to bed yet.  This might be the fourth day this week.  Probably the 20th in the last month.  I can't wait for health insurance and ambien.
I've spent these quiet hours looking at teaching jobs in korea and they are looking good right now.  This tends to happen after spending some time on fb looking at people's vacation pictures. oh, you got your scuba certification on holiday in the Philippians? how nice.  oh you guys got engaged in Thailand.. there? on that so-beautiful-it-looks fake-in-the-pictures-island?  cool.  Oh that's you on a train in india with jokes about that movie?  funny.  Yes, Bali does look wonderful, how nice for you.

I think it's time to get serious about some pros and cons lists.